"About me When I was 10
"My name is Wendy. I love to read books. I like doing every kind of sports (as far as I know)and I like playing the recorder."
~from 1 of W=3ndu's diary when she was 10
Wow~ Reading back on my old diaries..
My friends are probably scoffing by now ^^"
So much has changed...
Lol~
I sounded so much like a child
... Well nah duh ==
I am almost 17 now
Looking back makes me envious..
As a child things seemed so simple...
The most I had to worry about was
... whether something was fun or not
But as I grew older...
The amount of worries drastically increased
I miss the simple life of childhood.....
Hahahahaha~
Truthfully speaking....
I still act very much like a child
But I always wondered...
Was it just a way go me to hold onto
... As much of the remnants of being a child
Maybe I am just afraid that:
That 1 day...
I am going to wake up...
And not realize how dark
.... The world around me had become
And worse...
I won't realize
... how dull & cynical & stoic I had become...
The thing I fear the most
... Is not knowing myself
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