HALLOWEEN

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!! x3

Omg.

This really freaky lady was on the train this morning.

She was yelling stuff that sounded awfully like curses ^^" and something bout humans not being humans...? @.@ and then crocodiles... @.@

Yeah it was really weird and freaky ^^"

the whole carriage went deathly silent ^^"

we figured at the end that she might have just wanted a seat ^^" but that doesn't seem right 'cuz there were plenty of empty seats ^^"  so yeah ^^" it was freaky ^^" 


Anyways~ we had stay back for extra physics ^^"  that was really sad ><

besides that I GOT YUMMY FOOD!!! x3

so all's good =3

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!!!!! x3

make sure you sprinkle salt and keep those ghosts away! x3

I wanted to use this pic as my fb dp ><
but some of my friends are idiotic cowards ><
they are scared of such a non scary thing ^^"

 ♥W=3ndu

Reminiscing.

Wow~

I am 17 already o.o

Well... Almost ^^"

Since I was born in the evening =3
... and it's not even 12 yet ^^"

But I am gonna post this early
... cuz I am not staying up to 12 ^^"

Hahhaa~ but its hard to believe that 17yrs ago I was just about to exist...

For some reason to me 17 sounds like I am already meant to be mature and an adult.

I feel old.

Reminiscing the past year makes me realize how much both me and the ppl around me has grown up... Well, not to say they weren't growing up before, but this yr it really hit me: we are growing up.

In the past yr:

• I got this amazing job with an amazing pay =3 which lots of friends are jealous of~

• I changed schools and became friends with some amazing ppl. At the same time I dearly miss the amazing ppl & friends from my old school

• I finally was able to squash my insecurity and acknowledged loudly that Penny & Shana & Alisa are my besties~

• I became my outgoing and sociable

• Alisa finally ended things with that thing.
I am overjoyed for her =3

• Alisa is now feeling better =3

• Shana realized (kind of) that jerk face is a jerk face... and is trying to settle things with him
(I hope you work things out!!!! Climb out of the RIVER!!!! You are heading for the waterfall!!!! ><)

• Shana did a lot of things that I wouldn't do ^^"

• My little cousin met my crazy friends =3
... and my crazy friends was in hysterics cuz my little cousin is er... normal and nothing like me ^^"

• I am always keeping the faith

• Merry~go~rounds are now a topic of discussion.. especially with Celine =3

• Jrock is now awesome =3

• I finally went to the Easter Show ^^"

• I finally got a CHARM BRACELET~!!! >w<

• I now have a guitar and is learning how to play it

• Alisa, Kimica, Penny, Shana & Yani formed a band 'Limit to Infinity' and performed at the Jesterfest~
(I am soooo jelly >< I wanna be in a band with my besties too!!!! ><)

• I bought tickets for the Sydney KPOP CONCERT~!!! x3

• coffee is amazing =3

• I am now friends with a lotta Scorpios =3
('cuz I literally had like <5 before ><)

• I got my Ls =3

• Penny got double eyelids ^^"

• Penny and Shana keeps doinking ^^"
(Shana!!! >< Stop cheating on me with the floor!!! XP)

• I now have uber short hair =3

• I started blogging again =3

• AND so many other things that I can't seem to remember ^^"



Somehow this sounds like something ppl write for New Years Eve ^^" 

Oh well~~ It's my Bday~ =3

So technically.... It is a new year for me x3




P.S.

GO RAPE THAT 2U HSC PAPER YOU HSC AND ACCELERATED KIDS!!!!!! xD

 ♥W=3ndu

For Alisa.

For Alisa,

I read your post. And it made me sad - sad and a bit disappointingly piss (not piss at you though). Yes I know and can understand why you would think we, the people you're the closest to, would not understand. But I am temperamental and that does not stop me from flaring a tad. Although the anger is not at you. It is rather the frustration that had build up in the past due to the exact same thing.

I know people will scoff at the claim that I was socially awkward; but it's the truth. And I am pretty sure I don't really seem like it but the truth is I was, and to some extend still am, very insecure. Even now I am still introverted and shy at times.

Like you, I have also tried to be outgoing and make friends. I tried to 'belong'. Yes. I do seem to have succeeded in this goal. But I never got anywhere by trying to fit in.

When I tried to fit in, I felt empty. Almost like I will never be of worth. And I don't want you, my precious friend, to feel this way. Yes, I know from your blog that you already kind of feel that way. So I want you to know that the harder you try to mold yourself in an effort to belong, the more empty you feel; no matter how many 'friends' you make.

I realized, from experience, that the only way to be outgoing and feel fulfilled, instead of empty, is to learn to accept yourself. Be content with who you are.

Of course I know it's a lot harder than said. It took me years. But one baby step at a time. I know you can do it. You have a lot of pride. So be proud of the wonderful person that is Alisa.

Despite what you seem to think, you are a wonderful person. You are not ugly. You are very attractive (I am saying this not because I am your friend but because I truly believe it's true). And you are a lovely person who is fun and caring and emotional. You just need to believe in yourself.

When you can embrace yourself, you will find that the world will embrace you.

"Those who matter don't mind. Those who mind don't matter."

Be yourself.
As cliche as it sounds, we love you for you.

 ♥W=3ndu

Wishing for Simplicity

"About me When I was 10

"My name is Wendy. I love to read books. I like doing every kind of sports (as far as I know)and I like playing the recorder."

~from 1 of W=3ndu's diary when she was 10

Wow~ Reading back on my old diaries..

My friends are probably scoffing by now ^^"

So much has changed...

Lol~

I sounded so much like a child

... Well nah duh ==

I am almost 17 now

Looking back makes me envious..

As a child things seemed so simple...

The most I had to worry about was

... whether something was fun or not

But as I grew older...

The amount of worries drastically increased

I miss the simple life of childhood.....

Hahahahaha~

Truthfully speaking....

I still act very much like a child

But I always wondered...

Was it just a way go me to hold onto

... As much of the remnants of being a child

Maybe I am just afraid that:

That 1 day...

I am going to wake up...

And not realize how dark

.... The world around me had become

And worse...

I won't realize

... how dull & cynical & stoic I had become...

The thing I fear the most

... Is not knowing myself

 ♥W=3ndu

~GL Yr12~

*papat*

I guess it's already HSC for you guys...

Poor things....

It's okay...

We all go through this ^^"
... at least until the new National edu thingo comes to play ^^"

Time sure went fast aye?

In a blink of an eye you guys are sooo old

And are getting wrinkles!!! xP

Hahah~~ I am kidding xD

You guys aren't THAT old..... yet =P

I know most of you ppl don't start 'til Tues...

but for all you poor souls who do Business
... *cough*Richard*cough*

I will just say GOOD LUCK!!!!!!! XD

you business kids sure have bad luck for choosing it....

SO DOUBLE GOOD LUCK TO YOU POOR SOULS!!! XD

I really feel sorry for you business kids ^^"

to have at least 3 exams in a row...

That really is terrible ^^"

♥W=3ndu

First Day of Doom

This sucks ><

(My mom just turned into a dictator Dx)

I am in year 12 already ><

WHERE HAS MY YOUTH GONE!!!! TT~TT

gone with the wind.... >< sad ><

*sigh* I am in year 12...

I actually needa do work now ^^"

'cuz the HSC decides my future ^^"

well.. shorta....

sure... if I do crap..

there are always diff paths to reach my goal..

but that's troublesome ^^"

I want my straight path of rainbows =3

Oh yeah! My Bday is in wk3 mon!! x3

the same day as all 2U HSC maths exam =3

Hahah~~ you gotta love me and my bday ;P

Yeah... back to topic...

yr 12 >< how sad...

Every yr I've been like:

"Yeah yeah yeah... yr12 so far away...

I will try nxt yr..."

and the nxt yr comes... and I say the same thing ^^"

But now... I actually gotta work hard ^^"

*sigh* no more bludging
...and get good reports just 'cuz the teachers like me ><

Damn ^^" I actually needa put effort ><

So troublesome (I'm pulling a Penny xP)

Basically....

My mommy got smart ^^"

and she decided my laptop stays outside my room ^^"

Damn ^^" 

But it's kinda good ^^"

'cuz I will get distracted by it ^^"

So now I will barely be online ><

only at like 10pm probs on somedays ><

GUESS WHAT!?!?!?!

OMG!!!

I ACTUALLY DID 3HRS OF STUDYING today! o.o

I am surprised ^^"

I have never sat still for that long in my life!!!

♥W=3ndu

DnM

Gloria Jean the place where everything starts =3

Me and the girls sat there

Got a coffee

One thing let to another

And before me knew it

We were DnMing

And I kried... TT~TT

Usually I only get teary...

But I actually shred tears this time

I guess this means:

Shana & Alisa you guys are my besties =3

I feel comfortable with your guys

I can tell you guys anything...

And I do tell you things in my life that no one else knows...

I don't usually kry in front of ppl.. not at all

So the fact I kried in front of your guys

Shows I love yas~

And I am getting teary again ToT

I really miss yas TT~TT

And I will always be here for yas~

No matter how much of an idiot I think you are
... for getting and staying in the mess =3

I still love you~

And you can always kry on my shoulders...

And I will support you...

And tell you my most honest opinion
... even if it hurts

Gosh....

I sound soooo sappy ^^"

I blame it on the period and the DnM

But I still love yas =3

♥W=3ndu

Is It Weird?: Kry

I've never kried as much as I have
...in the past year
......during my time of the month

In fact I am one of those ppl
...who gets teary but never really kry

So it was really strange for me
... when every month I would brawl my eyes out

Well...

Technically it's the wk right before my time ^^"

But let's not get too technical here =3

Don't get me wrong...

I know all girls tend to get emotional during that time...

But this emotional business only started this year

And I am almost 17 (in like 20more days)

so I had already had my period for 'bout 4yrs

But why now?

Why is it this year that I started to be soooooo
... damn emotional during my time of the month ^^"

I just can't seem to really figure it out

Maybe it's 'cuz I changed schools...

And was thus left to fend for myself
...blah blah blah scientific stuff that I don't wanna think 'bout

So anyone know why???

♥W=3ndu

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♥W=3ndu

~1st Day~

It's the 1st day of another month...

Yeah just another dull boring month...

OR NOT!! xD

This month is veryyy special =3

Drum roll please~!!! x3

THIS MONTH IS MY BDAY!!! x3

This should call for a celebration!! XD

WOHOOOO!!! x3

Aren't you guys just soooooooo
... grateful to be graced with presence? ;P

Nawww~~ I love yas too~ xP

(Yep~ this is just a useless post xP

I was bored~~~~ @.@)

♥W=3ndu