Amnesia

I have always wanted to know what it felt like to be amnesiac.

In a weird masochistic sense I wanted to experience that despair and desperation of not knowing who you are and who anyone is. 

Okay, so maybe I won't despair. Maybe I will feel something else. But it's hard to really imagine what it will feel like. 

So yes, I kind of want to experience it... but I am also scared. 

To not remember anything about yourself and feel that you are a stranger to yourself terrifies me to an extend. Especially since there is no guarantee that you will ever regain your memories. 

At the same time... maybe it's an opportunity to re-invent yourself if you get over the whole 'I don't know who I am' thing. 

It could be a journey of self-discovery. 

Ofc, this is just speculation. I don't know how people who suffer from amnesia truly feel. 

I would like to know though. I am too curious for my own good ^^" I suppose I will keep wondering until I someone who have suffered from amnesia shares their experience with me or that I (hopefully not) suffer from it myself in the future.

Somehow I feel like I have just cursed myself..... Opps. 

Curiosity killed the cat.

Satisfactory bought it back.

♥W=3ndu