Is It Weird?: Kry

I've never kried as much as I have
...in the past year
......during my time of the month

In fact I am one of those ppl
...who gets teary but never really kry

So it was really strange for me
... when every month I would brawl my eyes out

Well...

Technically it's the wk right before my time ^^"

But let's not get too technical here =3

Don't get me wrong...

I know all girls tend to get emotional during that time...

But this emotional business only started this year

And I am almost 17 (in like 20more days)

so I had already had my period for 'bout 4yrs

But why now?

Why is it this year that I started to be soooooo
... damn emotional during my time of the month ^^"

I just can't seem to really figure it out

Maybe it's 'cuz I changed schools...

And was thus left to fend for myself
...blah blah blah scientific stuff that I don't wanna think 'bout

So anyone know why???

♥W=3ndu

Is It Weird?: To like or not to like.

Is it weird that I try to convince myself that I like someone...

But I really actually don't.

Isn't it usually the other way around?

Someone liking someone else...

and trying to convince themselves that they don't like them.

But for me it's somehow the other way around ^^"

It's not a just one time thing either.

I have tried to convince myself around 5 times already.

Obviously I am not very good at self-hypnosis...

I can safely say that I have never succeeded.

I don't know whether that's a good or bad thing.

♥W=3ndu