Is It Weird?: Kry

I've never kried as much as I have
...in the past year
......during my time of the month

In fact I am one of those ppl
...who gets teary but never really kry

So it was really strange for me
... when every month I would brawl my eyes out

Well...

Technically it's the wk right before my time ^^"

But let's not get too technical here =3

Don't get me wrong...

I know all girls tend to get emotional during that time...

But this emotional business only started this year

And I am almost 17 (in like 20more days)

so I had already had my period for 'bout 4yrs

But why now?

Why is it this year that I started to be soooooo
... damn emotional during my time of the month ^^"

I just can't seem to really figure it out

Maybe it's 'cuz I changed schools...

And was thus left to fend for myself
...blah blah blah scientific stuff that I don't wanna think 'bout

So anyone know why???

♥W=3ndu

Fickle

I am too fickle.

I know a bit about a lot

... but there is nothing I know a lot about.

I barely know what is going on in the world

... because I keep thinking its a waste of time

...... until I realised that it concerns me

I am interested in everything

... but there is nothing I have seriously pursued

Sometimes I can't even be bothered to go out

... because I feel like I have better things to do

I am wasting my abilities like this

... but everything gets so boring 

...... so I can't help but abandon it for something new

I am too fickle. 

At this rate I will never be able to succeed

... because every time the goal is in sight

...... everything will be too predictable and I will be bored

......... and I will just abandon it for something more interesting

............ so the cycle continues until everything becomes boring