~ 11/11/11 ~

It's almost as though this special day has granted my wish =3

Tomorrow I am going to the Kpop concert! xD

Haha~ It would've been better if I won those backstage tickets..

but ah well~ life is full of lemons =3 beggars can't be choosers =3

haha~ with that said... it still doesn't change the fact that I really wish I could get those backstage tickets =3

I am gonna have fun tomorrow =3

Are you guys jelly? =P

♥W=3ndu

Direction~

A friend who recently started a blog brought this up:

"I still don't know the direction for my blog?"

That made me think (as many things do =P)

Do blogs really need a direction?

Well I guess if they were made for a specific recent.. then yeah they have a direction.

But do they need it?

I don't think so.

Blogs are blogs.

They can be fore fun, for a reason, for business, for information, for contact, or just because.

For me, my blog started because I was bored.

But gradually became a place for me to keep in touch with my besties who I barely see anymore. I can dedicate post to them because I can't let them know in real life that I am always there. There are just some words that cannot be carelessly throw around. At least on blogs you can be sure what you are saying (or rather typing) is what you really meant to say.

For some people sometimes finding the right words at a split instant can be hard. And sometimes without intent they don't use the right words...

Sometimes it's good to slow down and think carefully.

Ofc~ life doesn't wait for us!

So be sure to not stop too long and regret having the opportunity fly right by! =3

 ♥W=3ndu

The Truth of The World.

Don't ever regret.

Keep looking forward.

Shit happens and shit will continue to happen. When we accept that we can become stronger.

Sometimes all the pain we have received prevents us from seeing what we have gain. The pain will make us stronger if we can accept it and move on. Yes we lose many comrades along the way, but we also gain many more. And every experience, no matter how painful, will allow us to learn a bit more about ourselves. The past is what makes us us. No matter how painful it was. We should embrace, accept it and in the process we can learn to be proud of who we are.

Yeah life sucks. And it's unfair as hell. But we have to make lemonades. Only idiots are completely happy with life. So it's okay to feel that life is a bitch. 'cuz it is and that is the Truth of the World. The sad thing is we can't do anything about it. So don't dwell on it. Accept it and wipe the window clean. Because across the bay of thorns is a beautiful rose.

If there is perfection then life would be boring. There is no such thing as a perfect life because that is a paradox.

 ♥W=3ndu

For Alisa.

For Alisa,

I read your post. And it made me sad - sad and a bit disappointingly piss (not piss at you though). Yes I know and can understand why you would think we, the people you're the closest to, would not understand. But I am temperamental and that does not stop me from flaring a tad. Although the anger is not at you. It is rather the frustration that had build up in the past due to the exact same thing.

I know people will scoff at the claim that I was socially awkward; but it's the truth. And I am pretty sure I don't really seem like it but the truth is I was, and to some extend still am, very insecure. Even now I am still introverted and shy at times.

Like you, I have also tried to be outgoing and make friends. I tried to 'belong'. Yes. I do seem to have succeeded in this goal. But I never got anywhere by trying to fit in.

When I tried to fit in, I felt empty. Almost like I will never be of worth. And I don't want you, my precious friend, to feel this way. Yes, I know from your blog that you already kind of feel that way. So I want you to know that the harder you try to mold yourself in an effort to belong, the more empty you feel; no matter how many 'friends' you make.

I realized, from experience, that the only way to be outgoing and feel fulfilled, instead of empty, is to learn to accept yourself. Be content with who you are.

Of course I know it's a lot harder than said. It took me years. But one baby step at a time. I know you can do it. You have a lot of pride. So be proud of the wonderful person that is Alisa.

Despite what you seem to think, you are a wonderful person. You are not ugly. You are very attractive (I am saying this not because I am your friend but because I truly believe it's true). And you are a lovely person who is fun and caring and emotional. You just need to believe in yourself.

When you can embrace yourself, you will find that the world will embrace you.

"Those who matter don't mind. Those who mind don't matter."

Be yourself.
As cliche as it sounds, we love you for you.

 ♥W=3ndu